4-9 [I am not a communist]: This fact must be confirmed by Japan Communist Party

I had already concluded that the socialism and communism are wrong so that there is no way I would join the left extremist movement. However, they were not able to understand how I was thinking so that they brought a hijacker of Japan Red Army with an assumption that I was happy to talk to him. As a matter of fact, he was just a criminal to me, even though he was a hero to the extremist who arranged this meeting.

 

They had not understood this fact for a long time. I have been a proponent of the classical liberalism since the high teen, a true believer of the freedom, democracy and capitalism, which means it has been impossible to convert my idea to theirs even with any brainwashes.

 

I added another tens of thousands hours for the theoretical study and practice of my philosophy that it becomes harder to crack me down. That was why they failed to brainwash me in the last five years as well, even though they tried it many hours every day. I am one the best ideologue of the freedom, democracy and capitalism, at least in Japan, so that it is impossible for them to convert me, logically.

 

They might have already realized the conversion is improbable until now, while I have fully realized that there have been many left extremists amongst the electromagnetic wave operatives, as there has been really a brainwash against me to convert to a Marxist, even though always failed.

 

It is the only Japan communist party that really understands I would not become one of them, as they actually asked my father to invite me. As said, I saw several senior party members of the prefecture level, and I am pretty much sure they have recognized me since I was a junior high school student. It meant that they knew who I was.

 

Adding to this, I talked several times to a leader of the juvie organization of the communist party in my university. Looking back from now, he fully understood who I was, though I did not understand how the information was circulated in those days.

 

I have believed their ideal is just wrong, but I am not allergic to the leftist activity so that there is no problem for me to talk to them. At least, I know the majority of their party members are innocent people to avoid any criminal activities.

 

On the other hand, I have recognized that the left extremist is a criminal, hence there is no intention to talk to them. They might not have understood my true nature, but the communist party should have known that I have been denying their ideal, which means the communist party is a witness that I have never been a Marxist.

 

4-3 [I am not a communist]: I know many of them, though

My father is a member of the Japan communist party, but I am not a communist at all, even nor a leftist. I have believed their ideal is wrong since I was a junior high school student, which was even before the collapse of the Eastern Bloc.

 

The Marxist has advocated that there is an ultimate freedom under the communist regime, but it had never happened in any socialist and communist countries. It was actually otherwise that there were many people suffered from the controlling governments and the perfect freedom cannot be realized in those systems.

 

The personal freedom has always been assumed to be an enemy of those systems and the only liberty is to follow the authoritarian rule voluntarily, which is notionally out of the freedom.

 

There are not so many people contradicting the Marxist idea from the lower teenager and I am a true proponent of the freedom, democracy and capitalism, while I have had a profound knowledge of the communist notion as I had read a newspaper of the Japanese communist party.

 

Additionally to say, I have no allergy to reject them as a person even though contradicting their ideal, as there were many communists around me when I was young. I even attended several communist events until becoming the low teenager and never saw evil members out there.

 

My final conclusion is that there is no way to solve the problem in this world by their way of the government, while the history tells us that each life must become miserable under their controlling governments. This is a reality of their notion, which is basically not a subject of their individuality.

 

This is why I can tell who is a Marxist activist. I had never thought this capability, but I realized that I can discern them after recognizing I am capable of identifying who is a police officer. This ability is quite natural to me and I could tell who was a left even recollecting from my memory.

 

I am not hostile to the leftist activity itself but just have concluded their ideal is wrong. I am pretty much sure there are many good people to make this world better in any way amongst them, though the left extremist is totally different, as they pursue a violent revolution with force.

 

If they deny a violent revolution, they cannot use a force, which is basically the same issue at the religious terrorism. As far as there is an element of the violence in their creed or a distorted interpretation of theirs, their activity is escalated to the terrorism.

 

It basically means that every activist is dangerous as far as they affirm the violent revolution because they believe the sacrifice is always necessary as a result of their violent actions. All of the left extremists in Japan is categorized in this group and their radicalization is inevitable in the end.

 

On the other hand, I have been a proponent of the classical liberalism, highly depending on works of Locke, Hayek and others. I am nearly a believer of those, but it basically suggests a freedom, democracy, capitalism and constitution, hence not penetrating into the personal freedom.

 

It is a matter of the system, not a matter of how to live, and moreover, I do not believe there is a fixed answer for the way of governance, which also implies that the personal freedom is quite important as there is no ultimate righteousness.

 

Those beliefs are all contradicted by the left extremist, and at the same time, hated by the authoritarians. As far as there is a democracy, it is unnecessary to overthrow the existing government by the violent revolution. The autocracy is apparently dismantled by those ideas which give a power to the people.

 

4-2 [My father is a communist]: That is why I have been on the intelligence watch list, though I am even not one of them

I am accustomed to talking to the leftist as my father is a communist, actually a member of the Japanese Communist Party. I have believed their ideal is just wrong and proved to be wrong, but it is not an issue of their being so that I am not allergic to deny them as a human being.

 

Additionally, my father used to be one of the leaders at the labor union of his company so that it was completely different from the activity conducted by the left extremist. As far as I know, there was no violence for the labor union activity, not political but more toward to secure the workers’ share.

 

It was true that he played a role in the communist party, but it was legalized in Japan which still has tens of seats in the parliament and their activity does not include fighting violently.

 

It is an act of the left extremist to demonstrate violently holding a dangerous rod, who actually has hated a member of the communist party as they got out of the scene just before the act became violent. The central committee of the communist party ordered their member not to join the violence and to leave the spot beforehand.

 

The left extremist has hated and ridiculed this nature as it is not an act of the left revolutionist to obey the central command. All of the left extremist factions have pursued a violent revolution with force, whose ideal makes them the extremist as a definition.

 

My father was not related to this type of the activists, but he used to work at the American company and negotiated with the management many times as one of the leaders of the union.

 

As you can imagine, he has been a target of the CIA, as he is a member of the communist party to lead the labor union at the American company. This was the perfect profile of the American enemy of 1960s and he has been under the intelligence surveillance for more than half a century since then.

 

At the same time, his profile was an enemy to the Japanese police intelligence. In reality, their main target should have been the left extremist, but the police has targeted the communist party as one of their main enemies.

 

I came to understand this reason recently that the Japanese communist party is large enough to send their members to the parliament, but the extremist factions were incapable. Moreover, the extremist activity was centered in the urban area so that it was necessary to target the communist party to maintain the intelligence organization and budget all over the country.

 

It was the main reason why my father has been targeted by the police for half a century, even though he was not politically active for the latter half of this period.

 

On the other hand, some of the extremists have not been targeted by the police profoundly like this, which implies that the Japanese police intelligence was connected somehow to some left extremist factions.